~My Brand Of Love Is Unforgiving~

XXXjeremyXXX

Teenage Angst Makes So Much Sense....
But Is As Always Fleeting.
Bitterness That Comes With The Fading Youth
Is A Much More Beautifull And Passionate Pain.

XXXjeremyXXX

Everybody is scared...
Everybody bleeds...
Evryone of us has scars...
Everyone has demons...
Everyone and everything is broken..

But nobody has scars and bleeds like i do.

XXXjeremyXXX

Kiss me right there..
ya know everything ya
oughtta do..
to lie to me.

Tell me of our love...
ya know everything ya
oughtta say
to lie to me.

Oh, give it a little heart now baby.
I've been drunk with yer love.
But lately I'm not.

Touch me right there...
ya know everything I'll
take...
so stay with me.

XXXjeremyXXX

Its the Devil whispering again.

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XXXjeremyXXX

I'm gonna make it slow for ya
and make it extra longer.
I'm gonna make ya bleed like none ever did.
I'm gonna break yer spirit then yer soul.
I'll make it extra special for ya..
I'm coming for ya.

I'll wrap ya with love...
I'll wrap ya in style.
I'll be there when ya slip away.
I'll be there when ya drift departing.

This iz love in its black & white definition.
This iz lust redefined.
Oh how I'll enjoy what I'm gonna inflict on ya.
I'm gonna make ya feel what ya made me feel...
plus interest guaranteed.
Love iz not a crime...
but loving ya back iz.

XXXjeremyXXX

Common baby, I'm feelin' sweet...
gimme some of that sugar please.
Ya can try and hide it,
ya can try and deny it...
but yer body tells me it wants some...
of the kind of love only I can deliver.

I love it when ya try to fight back...
but I know ya really ain't,
coz I can feel yer nails scratchin' my back.
How ya make me feel like yer runnin'away,
but ya even not taking any steps back.
I can feel ya feelin' my vibe...

Grind to the beat of this bodys' pulse..
we're gettin' it on all night.
Open it up more for me baby,
yer daddys home.
I give ya more when you think ya got enuf,
ya dont have to ask for me to give ya some of my love.

XXXjeremyXXX

Take a look at me Angel,
a man is crawlin' in the dark down here.
Won'tcha pick me up and present me with a clue?
The cigarette smoke has gone way far too thick,
short sight has worked it's way in my face.
I'm covered with lust, sex, and vices too many to mention,
Won'tcha wash over me angel and born me anew?

I'll claw my way outta here if I have to,
but I'm way far below to rise above.
Lend me yer wings and fly me at the mountain top.

Take a look at me Angel,
a man is lost in the crowd.
Won'tcha wrap me and set me apart?
My sole is wearin' thin,
time and distance lost has not been given back.
I'm covered with guilt, resentment, and failure Angel..
Drench me in yer forgivin' love.

Coz' I'll be lyin' if I told ya I don't need ya...
I'll be lyin' if I told ya I'll never need ya.
Take a minute off Angel and look down on me...
I'm all stripped down to the flesh this time,
dropped my armour at my feet.

I'm ready for ya Angel...
I'm waitin'.

XXXjeremyXXX

Over the weekend, I'll be fixing my new condo..
I'll be painting, scrubbing walls, the works, to get things done.
Over the weekend, I'll take a good long rest...
which I well deserve after the stressful week that just passed.
Over the weekend, I'll sleep on hours on end..
hugging my feather pillows & shuffling my toes under the sheets.
Over the weekend, I'll go CD hunting...
and maybe buy the older NIN album I saw the past week.
Over the weekend, I'll wash my hands clean with soap...
take a long warm bath, & maybe soak in the tub.
Over the weekend, I'll rent some good old videos...
cheap laughs go hand in hand with cheap shots.
Over the weekend, I'll listen to my old cds..
Maybe I could keep track where I've been.

Over the weekend, I wish I could fix myself up...
over the weekend, I wish I would have peace...
over the weekend, I wish I'll have love...
over the weekend, I'd get a breath of new life.
Over the weekend, I wish I would be clean...
over the weekend, I wish I would be the person I once was...
Over the weekend, I wish I'd find myself again.

XXXjeremyXXX

Top 10 Albums/Eps:

1) The Snake The Cross The Crown - Like A Moth Before A Flame(waste of time records)

2) At The Drive in - Relationship Of Command(grand royal)

3) Afghan Whigs - Black Love(elektra)

4) The Get Up Kids - Something To Write Home About(vagrant)

5) Jimmy Eat World - Static Prevails(capitol)

6) Smashing Pumpkins - Siamese Dreams(virgin)

7) Twilight Singers - Blackberry Belle(one little indian US)

8) Thursday - Full Collapse(victory)

9) Radiohead - Ok Computer(parlophone/capitol)

10) Glassjaw - Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Silence(roadrunner)

*in no particular order*

XXXjeremyXXX

Pride is an unfortunate one
when were waking up in two..
Hollowed spaces and imprints to remember..
do you remember?
five minutes away from you....

I'm still waiting for the right
words to come right out of me.
Apologies don't come easy and
neither does compromises.
I'm still waiting here for you.

Rehearse the lines,
take back whats ours,
rephrase the misspelled words,
take me home tonight.

This time it'll be harder to sleep through.
I'll take my word back if,
you take your word back...
take me home tonight.

Im the stalker,
I'm the one behind the corner...
it's always too dark for ya to see me in the back alleys.
Ya stop under the mercury light,
the smell of cigarettes gives me away.
The wind brushes yer cheek,
your hair glides your face like silk.
I can't take it anymore,
I move in for the kill.
Ya regained yer pace,
I'll follow yer footsteps...
ya take a look behind ya as ya walk faster...
for sum strange reason it excites ya...
I can smell it through yer skin.
Ya like being my prey.
I walk behind ya...
smoke pouring from my lips.
I grab ya by yer arm,
ya did not try to push me away.
I push ya against the brick wall...
your mouth tastes like wine...
your face all red,
your body hot with alcohol.
Drunk,
sober,
ya can't tell...
neither could I.
It's over now angel...
soon you'll find chalk drawn on pavement.
I gotcha exactly where I wantcha.