~Welcome To The High Horse~

The lies and deceit I bathed with blood-sugar that tastes so sweet I'll never know what hit me. Sadomasochism on my own, concocted my own guilts, pains, fears, failures and my frailty for a self inflicted car crash. My curse, my despair, my demons..What I Have Is What You'll Never Have. A blunt, crude and cumbersome need...and at often times, misguided passion to test my emotional limitations.