~Never Know~
...at moments when I am as close as I would permit myself to, I could smell her skin...feel her arms around me...then time stood still...and I was afraid of letting go...'till finally we did. I realized that that I'm letting go not purely out of mere self ideals, but because she wasn't mine...and I wasn't hers'...to love...
~Act: 1 Scene: 3~
~Act: 1 Scene: 2~
Weeks has passed since the last, and no further attemps has been made -- but her message that stumbled upon him one yesternight ago. Romancing the senses and the idea that things would eventually work out the way he wished heavens for. His loneliness was but a fraction of hers. He was clearly alone. Then the realization sank in...A life long commitment spent distancing himself from everyone has finally won its' place. Current states are only dwarfed by the unflailing guilt of his actions. The event escapes him, far from his grasps of comprehension...When will this charade end? Who will give in? It was never a question of "if", but "when". A promise he gave long ago now struggles to survive.
